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Friday, October 24, 2008

I Am Not Capable To Be a Destroyer

I wish I was a destroyer. I wish I could destroy the Physics test but I couldn't. When I received my Physics test paper today evening, disappointment was the only word that can express my feeling at that moment but the result was expected. I knew I did really bad in the test. In fact, the marks is the second worst since I failed my first Additional Mathematics test during Form 4 in secondary school (I scored 36% in that Maths test). In the second Maths test, I scored 88% and I was damn happy at that moment. After that, I never scored less than 80% for this Maths subject.

I worked really hard during that time but it was a past tense. I think I have really become more lazy.

Now, the crucial thing is I have to find that particular determination back. The strongest determination that I had ever have during my secondary school in order to do well in my study in university, not only in Physics but all the subjects that I am taking now and that will be taken in the future.

I wish I could be a destroyer in the future.

4 comments:

melakaGuy said...

destroyer huh?ahaks..nvm ar..at least we got higher than avg mark.

Xjion89 said...

how much did u get? really low.
i think i did worse than u leh(> <)

tiong said...

gambateh ...
u sure can do better ...

ziyang said...

Gambateh lo. Wahaha, my marks for the 1st Add Math test during F4 were almost the same as yours, nearly failed, but the second test, woohoo! Hopefully you can once again revive your determination. =)